this is the end..beautiful friend...this is the end

last night a dream ended abruptly.. many a dreams end abruptly..scientists say around a thousand of them per night... but the abrupt end of a dream which you remember the next morning or maybe the next year...or maybe the rest of your life is rather painful... the dream where you are shown the gate of salvation.. and as you leap for your last step somebody bulldozes over it.. and there you stand with your final step still in air..your mind blank..your face searching for emotions... you feel you ve been raped...
the dream started at 12:10 am... stamford was the avenue... around 40,000 prayers...and 22 men.. who dreamt...
2:05 am , it ended .... abruptly....
it recalled the horrors of the last dream... 2008 finals... how much more can they take... year after year... and still being labelled as a negative side... the hated one... how much you gonna punish the 11 men who have the courage to dream again the next year...
i am sad, helpless and broken.... but no matter what they are being called, no matter how many dreams end abruptly for them,no matter how hard reality smashes them.. they ll dream again... maybe that too will end abruptly ...but they ll dream again... for sure...