rise again..

can dreams be real...i asked my sleep
are stars for sale.... i asked sky
is life worthy.. i asked death
do i need love...i asked myself

i marked my words..i believed my soul
i wont need no one ..i will go alone
tears in eyes..but i wasnt crying
i never knew if i was living or dying

words escaped me when i tried to speak
thoughts were leaving, i was turning in a freak
was it a a lie ...was it an error
was it the peace.. was it the terror

i surrendered to my defeat
i perished to my laughter
i butchered my sanity
i disobeyed my character

i was searching for her... to show me the way
i was looking for her ... to turn night into day
i prayed like a beggar.from dusk till dawn
i begged like a hooker all night long

when i saw you that day.. i felt the shine
you didnt look at me.. maybe you were shy
i forgot myself..i forgot the world
i asked people to wake me up

my life was standing a yard away
my pulses began to dance and sway
words wer no longer choked
thoughts were beginning to unchain
it was the truth..i got the clue
it was peace..it was you!!

here today i rise again
i am pushing the defeat
i am embracing the laughter
i am gaining my sanity
i am getting the character

be with me..am getting my life
be with me i promise i ll thrive
be with me.. i ll be the one
be with me. i need you to live!!!!!

dreams are real...when you are no more asleep
stars are there..when sky is black
life is worthy.. if you forget about death
i am being loved.. i can feel that!!