sometimes....

sometimes i feel
are their enough stars in the sky
sometimes i cant sleep
the horizon is too bright

sometimes i wonder
is love still alive
sometimes i look
for a corner to hide

sometimes i believe
if happiness survives
sometimes i doubt
if smiles are alright

sometimes i think
is it fine to be sane
sometimes i am living
in this happy pain

sometimes i ask
for a perfect reason
sometimes i beg
to end this season

sometimes i write
to let out my poison
sometimes i dont
to drink it and hold on!!!!